real apologies, are so hard to make. It's easy to say you're
sorry and to really mean it at all. I am sorry, from the bottom of my
heart, I am. I wish I never had found out the truth. I wish I could
keep on believing that little voice in my head telling me that you
would never, ever do something like that. If there was a rewind
button for life, you have no idea how fast I would use it. I am so
fucking sorry. I wouldn't blame you for not forgiving me – again
– but I guess I'm asking you anyways. Can you forgive me?