Untitled Truth

Dedicated to: Anyone who has learned the same bitter truth that I have.

You are never

as happy,

as satisfied,

as forgiving;

with yourself

After SHE has been forced from you.

Or maybe not forced

—maybe given up

Maybe that is where the guilt comes from.

Willingly giving up, what made you feel

--beautiful,

powerful,

and some other adjective that has yet to be put in words.

After HER,

IF there is an after...

You will walk a razors' edge, between two wants—two ideas;

But also:

You will never love yourself(and it will be hard to love others too)

ever again.