I have so many questions,

Inside my head.

I’m searching for answers,

That can’t be read.

I don’t know anything,

About me.

I don’t know who,

These people see.

The real me,

Wants to become,

So much more,

And conquer the numb.

Why did I let,

My memories fade?

Why did I have to,

Be so afraid?

I didn’t mean to,

Push you away.

If I could go back,

It would take one day.

I’d sit with you,

At the break of dawn,

To settle it early,

And not be withdrawn.

We have to live,

With our mistakes.

We have to face them,

And give what we take.

You showed me this,

But I forgot.

Now I can be,

What I was not.

You have helped me,

Transform my broken soul,

Into something beautiful.

You pulled me out of the hole.

©2007 Stefanie Czyzyk