Author's Note: Been a while since I've done a short one-shot. This one is probably a bit shorter than the others, but this one didn't require anything long and extravagant to express what I needed to express. Anyhow, anyone who's been following me for while may be able to figure out who this is about. For those who don't, well, just enjoy it for what it is, or isn't. Whichever. Enjoy. :)

Back To You (Evil Angel)

Written By:
Shadow ‘Kite’ Kitsune

I forgot you. I loved you. I wanted you more than anything, but then everything changed and then I hated you.

I’m trapped in a continuous vortex of chaos and confusion, uncertain as to whether or not I’m really, truly over you or not. I’ve spent so long longing for you, pining for your love and affection, only to never even receive so much as an acknowledgment of my desire. I wanted you, and I wanted more than anything for you to want me, too.

But now I realize that I never really stopped caring, stopped loving you. You’re gone and away from me now, and still my heart aches from never being able to tell you how I feel, to say that I love you. You’re gone now, and we’ll likely never cross paths with each other again. Will I be destined to live the remains of my life without you, never knowing what it is to feel your warm embrace, always knowing that we could never be? Am I doomed to feel this way for you forever and always, longing and wishing for something with which will never become a reality?

I never understood why I felt so strongly for you, why I still feel this way for you even to this very day. Perhaps I never will, and will always have to ponder what it was about you that made me fall in love with you so endearingly. Regardless of what the reasons for my affection might be, know that, even though you do not and never will know that... I love you.

I’ve fallen back into you, and I shall always wonder if you have gotten what you deserve. You shall get only the best, and it is that with which I shall wish for you until the day I die.

I love you.