Wishing
who are you?
do you even care about me?
I don't think you'd dare
going about your everyday life
smiling at me like it's alright
but I'm not okay
you don't even care
you say we are friends
but I can't tell you a thing
I thought we could be close
but you shove me away
I wanted to be your best friend
but you didn't want me
I figured it out
it was just a game
you had no one better to talk to
so you talked to me
and now I'm all alone
wishing you were my friend
all alone
I remember when we used to laugh together
when we talked about our day
and how school was messed up
and how teachers would pay
why couldn't it stay that way?
why did you go faraway?
I miss you so much
I thought you were my best friend
but I guess I was wrong
I figured it out
it was just a game
you had no one better to talk to
so you talked to me
and now I'm all alone
wishing you were my friend

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-Written at age 17
January 17, 2007