Dull Blue Grace

//AN: This was written a very long time ago while I was still in my deep depressed stupor. I have just stumbled across this, along with numerous other poems.\\

All these thoughts and moral opression,

can't help me escape this sudden depression.

Everynight I cry thinking of what I could have done

Flowing through my lungs this breath of fresh hate;

this sickness: tainted, and unreturned love.

My safety-net, you already took down.

Leaving me to fall from the tips of my ecstasy.

I'm falling, as if in slow motion...

tears of unobtained grace fall from my ever dulling blue eyes.

Anti-fragile knots in my stomache ache with every time I see you...

I wish there was a way to let go.

Forget all I thought, though I would miss you so...

I wish I could believe you fully when you say you care,

But I can't... and I won't...

I'm venturing to the heart of Light, where Beauty escaped