|Because you deserve it
Author: MzKit10 PM
[oneshot] A little thank you to people who are always there for you. A little sorrow that they are never there for them. Almost a poem I guess... RR returnedRated: Fiction K - English - Poetry/Romance - Words: 493 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 07-15-07 - Status: Complete - id: 2390529
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Because you deserve it:
You told me once that I could be anything I wanted to be, that there was no such thing as fate. You told me I was in charge. It was a nice thought.
You always said that I could get everything and do anything if I wanted to. So I did. Just for you. I always did these little things so I could see you smile at me. That was the everything and anything I wanted.
You used to whisper to me that it would all be okay, and then it was. I used to think you were magic because you could make it all better.
You were always there when I was most upset and you'd say something simple that would make me smile. You were my shoulder to lean on.
I never saw how much you would glance at me and smile, never thought anything of it till you were gone. You would laugh at my strange little nothings and the faces that I pulled. Suddenly, I lost that. I lost you.
Now you tell everyone else that they can be anything they want to be, that there is no such thing as fate. You tell them that they're in charge.
You always say that they can get everything and do anything if they want to. But they don't. They never do these little things so they can see you smile at them. That was the everything and anything they never wanted.
You to whisper to them that it will all be okay, and then it is. They don't think that you are magic because you could make it all better.
You are always there when they are most upset and you'll say something simple that won't ever make them smile like I would. You aren't their shoulder to lean on. They don't want you.
You gave me up for them. I don't mind. Not really. They need you more. They just don't know it yet, but they will. When you've helped them as much as you and gone on to help another, they will know.
You give up everything for everyone else and sometimes I wonder is that what you want? Is that your dream, your anything and everything? Is that what you call okay? Is that what makes you smile?
And I can't help but think it's not. I think that you gave up on yourself, like you tell them not to, because someone else needed you…because I needed you. And then I worry, am I the reason that you gave it all up?
You smile down at me and laugh and then I know that you're back to stay this time, because you know that you are the everything and anything I always wanted. Because you deserve more than they can ever give to you. You deserve the world