I think it's here to stay

It doesn't want to go away.

It never will

I've tried to fight it

It's too strong

I don't want it

And

I don't need it

But

It needs me

And

It wants me

Parasite

It lives through me

It lives in me

It lives at me

It will die without me

But

It's killing me to thrive

It's killing me to stay alive

What to do

Nothing

Nothing can be done

I don't want it to stay

But it refuses

To go away

I lie here

On the floor

Waiting

To die a little more

But I cannot fight it

It's killing me

Remember?

I lie here on the floor

Thinking

Trying to think

But it's taken over me

So I don't think

I just stare

Crop circles in the celing

Soon

It will be

Never again