Searching thru the mirror
Trying to find my reflection
Of the girl I once was
Where did she go?
Have I lost her forever?
Can I retrieve the pieces
That she left behind-
Every time a guy broke her heart
Or a friend used her
Where is she?
Where am I?
Can I be so deluded that I don’t know
That’s she’s right here
Right behind the reflection
On the kitchen floor
Crying her eyes out
Every night
For a stupid mistake
A stupid decision
To keep living for something better;
If only that truly existed