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last night 7 hours

of him

boy #2

he talked about us

made it an “us”

and I never let on

that this would not work

but for now we are an us

an unofficial us

and people questioned it when they saw us

at tim hortons

I drank my coffee too fast

And he didn’t mind

He laughed and he was nervous

Hardly drank his hot chocolate

And kicked me slightly under the table

On the ride home I couldn’t think of why we were late

Or why it mattered

I’d be leaving soon

And I hugged him

Hes taking me to an expensive restaurant

And boy #1 has never offered that

But he would

If given the chance

And both are equally amazing in their own way

One of them speaks like heaven is on his lips

And the other has heaven in his eyes

I can’t help but think of the other when I’m already with the one