You might think I'm a miserable person
When you my dear have another thing comeing
People think I'm manicly depressed
Overly stress
Just a plain fuckin' mess
But while this is all happenin' I try my best
Just to please you

My hearts been broekn, I could never run to you
If I did you'd look at me like I'm some kind of fool
You say I disrespect You
I have no dicapline
When out of your birth childern
I'm a fuckin 10
I want to do things with my life that none of them would fathem
Yet everytime I walk out of my room its judgement I gather
Than an "Ok, she looks good, I'll take her feeling in to consideation"
No god forbid you show me ali'l respect like we're built on this nation

no...I cant be normal...because normal doesn't exsist
Its our differant tastes that tend to miss
theres no
love
respect
trust
Or soul between us...
Sometimes its hard
Even to call you mum
Because damn it I love you...I really fuckin do
Because of all the people I want here...the only one is u
You can yell at me, judge me all u fuckin' want...
Because secretly inside I'm dieing...is that what you want?
I"m crying now...you've done your damage
But I still have one thing to say
That though I'm difficult sometimes thats true
And though sometimes my heart isnt in the right place, nothing new
Though I'm not skinny, or really fregging smart
And the one thing I couldn't tell you...because it migh break your heart
I'm gay mum...and I'll always love you...I hope you hear me now...
Because thoough I'm gay at the end of the day
Being your kid is more amazing than it sounds...
But I just wish...I could for once...
Please you