Oxymoron

You dare tell me that you loved me

While you held me down and broke me

I’m so fragile, glass window

Shards of me around you

But you know I don’t blame you

You couldn’t help yourself

It’s buried deep inside you

These urges you can’t control

And I’ve said that I don’t blame you

Because I’m as bad as you

I loved seeing you scream

You’re so pretty in your pain

I took this knife out of the drawer

I snuck into your room

I drove it deep inside you

And you screamed so very loud

You hated it when I screamed

Well don’t worry honey, I won’t now

I pull this knife across my throat

And I cannot scream now

You said we were so different

A world apart

Well your blood’s mixing with mine

And I can’t see the difference

I’m sorry, but you drove me to it

You gave me not a choice

You hit me and you broke me

And made sure I stayed broken