Call me at 5 am

It’s when I most want you

Need you, want you so bad

Those dreams

Leave me tossing turning

(you know the ones)

I reach for the phone

Press the talk button

But it’s dead

So I throw it

It hits the wall

Fuck

Hope no one heard that

I close my eyes

Go back to sleep

Plagued by the same dream

You, me, nowhere particular

Just trying to get there

My pillow falls off the bed

I reach for you

Nothing but air

Empty space

The wall

Is all I feel

I grab my pillow

Hug it

And try to sleep again

Because sleep brings you

To me