fuck you.
you broke my heart, and you hated me when i found someone else. you told me, "you're too good for him."
you nearly ripped me limb from limb, and suffocated me in the secluded hallways.
you let me go, yet you won't let me go. you had me and you gave me away. then you pulled me back, as if i were never gone.

you caught me again,

and claimed me as yours again, with hot kisses and red bruises down my neck and up my shoulders, bright and bold for everyone to see and know and remember.
you burned a trail on my stomach as you smoked another one of those red cancer sticks
that you'd hurt me if i ever smoked one.

"he can't have you, if i can."

fuck you.
i'll find someone else for my pathetic teenage heart to love.
because when did you ever care?