Run. Hide. Fight. Cry.
All I want to do is die.
I can't hide these tears
I've been crying all these years.
I want to hide my face.
I'm such a big disgrace.
No one seems to notice me.
I just want to be free.
This pressure is building.
The wall is now crumbling.
Too much of me is showing.
Soon people will be knowing.
All the pain I've tried to hide.
The pressure is building up inside.
The pressure. The pressure.

I feel about to burst.
This isn't even the worst.
More is yet to come.
And I must stand alone.
There's no one there to help me.
I didn't expect there to be.
I've been alone all my life.
Through all the sorrow, pain, strife.
Where is what I'm looking for?
Where is that now open door?
I need to escape,
Get away from this place.
Take me away from here.
Help me dry my tears.
I hate what I've become-
A shadow in my home.
This shadow overwhelms me.
Tries to overcome me.
Biting at my soul.
Make me now unwhole.
Help me fight this darkness.
Bring me to forgetfulness.
I want to forget my past.
I want it not to last.
You have become my savior.
I want to stay with you forever.
I want. I want. I want.

I never get what I desire.
Something new to quench this fire.
This burning in my soul.
I'm left with a big hole.
There's too much hurt in my past.
Water under the bridge has passed.
No one can help I know.
I'll reap the harvest that I sow.
Time has finally caught up.
I've now run out of luck.
Too many things left unsaid.
Too many thought inside my head.
Why don't you leave me alone?
Go back to your comfortable home.
You can not stay here.
The memories are still too near.
I want you to just go away.
But deep inside you need to stay.
You help me to calm the storm.
But now I must you warn.
I'm not always who I seem,
Haunted by so many dreams.
No one can help me.
Leave me as I'm meant to be.
I pull everyone in.
Bring them to their end.
Just like a big black hole.
I can't give back the lives I stole.
You shouldn't be around here.
My curse still lingers near.
You should just leave me.
It's how I'm meant to be.
Meant to be. Meant to be.

I am meant to be alone.
With no place to call my home.
I'm in this deep and dark.
It will consume my heart.
The door is now again closed.
Holding in my woes.
I can't take this any longer.
I have a need to be stronger.
But I'm becoming weakened.
I cannot make this end.
I can't. I can't. I can't.

All these thoughts inside my head.
Most days I wish myself dead.
Then some days it is clear.
When I see to you I am dear.
You make my darkness fade.
The black has now turned gray.
I realize it is you I need.
If I must I'll beg and plead.
I can't go back to without you.
With you I've become anew.
My life has become complete.
I am lifted back on my feet.
For awhile I am happy.
Happy is new for me.
This feeling brings confusion.
Happy is a new one.
Happy. Happy. Happy.

I think I like it.