Is it worth it to feel things that you can't control

It scares me everytime

because I would do anything to get rid of the feeling

but I can't it's there and won't leave.

I want to stop it

change it

pulp it

lose it

force it

for my life is agony.

I hide it

It takes me

I find life

I lose it

I want life

I need it

It can't be broken

It must be taken

It can't be hidden

It must be shown

It has me

I hate it.

lose me.

A/N: Ok, did I ruin it with the last words? I would love reviews, constructive, non-constructive. It would be nice to know your opinion. If you’ve go this far and have read this, thank you for reading.