Hidden pain!!

The blood in my veins went cold

My heart seemed to stop its beat

I didn’t understand what had been told

I knew this was something I could not defeat

The tears filled my eyes

I just met him how can I face loosing him now?

Why us? Had I not been nice?

I must have been bad otherwise how?

No one knows the pain that I hide

My family make jokes and laugh

I manage to push it aside

I laugh with them but it seems to be cut in half

My heart is dying along with him

I wish I could talk to someone but I think it’s weak

It is like a world with only water and I can not swim

He tells me it’s strong to show how I feel that I should speak

I can’t tell them that I am slowly breaking apart

They might say I’m silly and shake their heads

I will never reveal the deepness of my heart

Tears I let out at home in our beds

My best friend I can trust

Don’t want to burden her she has her own trouble to worry about

I know she will listen but I don’t think it’s just

Maybe I’ll tell her but sometimes I just want to shout

Shout to the world that this isn’t fair

The pain is taking me over slowly day by day

What have I done to live in despair?

Maybe soon I’ll find a way to repay