Emotional Knife

I’m thinking of you

And all the pain

You put me through

They say your actions

Speak louder then your words

When your actions screamed yes

You still said no

You took an emotional knife

To the heart I said

I wouldn’t give to you

You left me here cryin’

Was thinkin’ bout nothin’ but diein’

Without you

I don’t know what I’ll do

Love you so much

Tried so hard

But I don’t think you see

The toll that knife took on me

Cried myself to sleep

Almost wanted to stay that way

For all eternity

At least then

I would not have to fight

With my emotions

Or the dodging of a knife

If I’m no longer in this life