I tried today.
To bridge the gap that
was built between us.

I had to before
The creek quickly became a lake
And the seed became a tree.

I guess,
From your reaction,
That the creek is now an ocean.

To be truthful,
I don’t know if I can afford
A boat to take me across.

But I guess that’s okay.
I truly did do this.
No part of me thinks different.

I guess,
That I hoped
That you’d forgive me.

But I guess that’s okay.
I haven’t forgave even
myself yet.

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I left a few texts to a old crush of mine that was a great friend (until i totally ruined it with a crush on him). I just told him that I was sorry for ignoring him (after he found out) and that I could still use a friend like him. Looking back at it, it sounds immature. it was immature. but i learned from it. I really did. he hasn't answered. maybe he never got it. i dont even know if it helped me. i think, it was just the rite thing to do. to apologize. Maybe not, but o well. I can't do anything about it now, rite? Lots of love, Liz.