I can hear it screaming bloody murder in my veins. My trust is shattered… You said you LOVED me. The words play a deadly rhythm in my head. “Here is the truth.. I slept with your friend.” No. I can't fucking believe this! I LOVED you! Oh, my fucking god I loved you! I lost myself because of you! I lost all that mattered to you!!! I sacrificed all that mattered!!! AND YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME! Get out of my head! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! It hurts to breathe. My heart… Oh, my heart… feels like it’s going to burst out of my chest. Fuck you. I hate you. Die and leave me alone. I’m sick of wanting you! SICK OF STILL FUCKING WANTING YOU! Torture.. you deserve to suffer too. Liar, traitor, deceiver! I’m no longer your fool. Not your little dolly that you can fucking play with. I’m sick of this shit and all that you stand for. I’ll cut you open and ripe you apart. Two can play this fucking game. I’ll play with your heart like you played with mine. Using spoons and using knifes. It burns my eyes to fucking look at you. My feelings of love and hate come rushing to me and it fucking burns… My hate consumes more of me then that bull shit you called love once did. Picturing your naked bodies together in one scars my dreams. Breathing, screaming, loathing one another. I hate it… I fucking hate you… I’LL FUCKING KILL YOU!

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Please, R&R.