Regret is immediate, and irreversible.

My heart now screaming with agony.

Jealousy crashing what's left of me to the floor.

Master weeps heavily.

It would be absolute heaven to understand.

Anything but this,

My temples saturate with rejection, unstabley altered.

Burdened is he who can witness the change.

My heart now disected with misery, I watch her rejoice in his arms.

This is hell.

My master warned me, he told me yet I could not perceive.

The nightmare of human existence.

Long, personal and cold.

Never shutting, never nothing,

Sentenced to always submit..