Maybe this should be good-bye

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How can I tell you what’s wrong
When it’s you?
We were apart this summer
And before I wasn’t sure
It would be a good thing.
After all, you’re my best friend.
But for the first time in
A long time I didn’t cry over you.
I was able to listen to songs that before
Made me cry.
I was almost happy, but
Even though I never saw you,
You were in the back
Of my mind.
So I thought when I saw
You again I would be okay.
Everything would be okay.
But I was wrong.
Today I almost broke
Down in front of you.
You saw that something
Was wrong, you truly
Seemed concerned.
But I couldn’t just tell you.
I can’t just tell you.
But I can’t keep doing this
And feeling like this.
Maybe,
This should be good-bye.
For the last time.