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I was pissed at my friends one day.

Energybolt

On the outside, everything looks fine,

But on the inside there’s a war in my mind,

The billboard outside is getting vandalized and trashed,

And the wall behind it can only sit there and asks,

Is there anything more that I can be?

There’s no such thing as a better me.

I feel like I’m hollow

Something’s missing, I’m sure

Though you’ll never see the pain you inflict on me with your remarks,

In reality it’s pushing me farther into the dark.

All I want is to belong,

Sing my own song,

Not be marked as a poser from what I started,

Behind me there’s a life you can’t even imagine,

Filled with the bads and the wrongs,

Even still, you ignore me whole-hearted,

Claim to be my friends, even though you haven’t.

You’ve controlled with strings,

But I’m cutting apart,

Instead of with you,

I’ll be in the dark.

Falling down low,

And even so,

I know you won’t catch me when I fall.