I sit and think

but I draw a blank.

I wanna soar

but I can only sink.

I just wanna know

what will it take

for me to be happy

and quit making mistakes?

I'll stop getting high.

I hope I stop wanting to cry.

Say hello to a new life

and to this one I'll say good-bye.

My life. My love.

I'll change it all.

I'll push. I'll shove.

Until I fall.

I just pray I land

somewhere other than here.

Cause I'm sick of this place,

this life and these tears.