Apparently, this is my best work. Wrote it in a fit of emo-ness - see Bella Noche. Here you are:

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Suicide Note

I want to write a suicide note

Explaining precisely how and why

My heart betrayed itself and died,

And left me here to live this lie

While it released through suicide.

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I want to write a murder myst’ry;

Take you on a thrilling ride

To find exactly how it died,

And who left it hanging out to dry

Before I ever said goodbye.

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I want to show a prison file;

A picture of my heart’s bloodstains

Where it lay bound by paper chains—

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Red and gold and blue and green,

Each inscribed neatly at the seams

With I love you, never finite

Until a circle learned to complete.

They held my heart with fragile hope

Like iron links of metal rope

Entwined so tight that I would choke

From lack of breath that you evoked

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When you stole my heart

And ripped it all apart,

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And left me here to die

With a note of suicide

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Dripping blood from my heart—

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Bleeding inside, bleeding out,

It doesn’t matter, there’s no doubt

That when my heart died it took me,

And killed me, left me here to bleed.

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You won’t be sorry, you won’t pay

When you see my heart deep in its grave….

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Or me beside it, dripping blood

Drowned by the tears that killed my soul

But never killed my love.