They say that I hold the cards to hope and happiness.
You say that I contradict this world by being the most complicated guy you know.
I smile.
You laugh.
Tears aside,
I have never trusted you more.
So when I reveal my wish to never swell your heart with tears,
And seeing you shake your head as if hearing a fairy tale lie,
I feel torn between the sadness of being doubted at the most openly honest moment of my life,
And the happiness of realizing just how much I may actually mean to you.
02/08/08