At these foreclosures

life's redemption won't bring itself the satisfaction
like knowing you and being this damn distraction
is there a thing such as foreclosure?
was there ever a thing such as foreclosure?
regarding your feelings to my demise
leading your thoughts to a surmise

(chorus)
think, was I ever there to make a decision?
no, you were only there supplying ill provision
and I've never, I've never let you down
but you've always, you've always brought me down
where's God when you need all of this?
where is He, when everything seems to go wrong?

have you considered being the only answer?
compared to these pills, you're not the only answer
what does it feel like to kill yourself tonight?
can you even feel it when you've killed yourself tonight?
in regards to your thoughts of suicide
in apology to my thoughts of homicide

(repeat chorus x2)

God was never there to make my decision
but you're always here feeding my addiction
and I've never, I've never brought you down
but you've always, you've always let me down
why is God here, when you definitely don't need him
why is He here, advising your conscience

but who's there, making those decisions?
who's there, holding these pills?
and who's there, standing right beside you?

God isn't the one...