no sleep last night, none at all. each glance at the clock was another hour gone by(e). I saw the sun set, rise meaningless. and today is timeless, yesterday and tomorrow, all hours and none. the haze and faint rain of abstract time. I never stopped writing thinking being alive awake. people speak but it isn't real, they're all in a dream while I remain awake aware drifting. no rest, weary? too much left to finish to sleep any more. … hell.