07/30/07

Zen Blade

Self-Exorcism

Before:

I don’t feel anything anymore; at this moment nothing is inspiring.

There is nothing in the air but something in my heart: yet it is locked away

and I don’t even know if there is a key for it. If there is a key,

I don’t know where to look for it, nor do I even know if I WANT to look for it.

The darkness, IT hides away in my mind, hiding in the presence of light.

Run, you bastards; you’ll come back and haunt me another day, when I’m not here,

when my heart is away from HIS presence.

You are gone, demon. You have been with me far past your stay.

I feel your void within me; it really took a big chunk of my soul.

Let it be a void until the light fills it. I will not be afraid anymore.

Its time to be a man.