Never Forgiven, nor Forgotten

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I thought I loved you,

I thought you loved me,

But the truth was we were never meant to be.

I gave you everything,

My heart, soul and mind.

Those which you just discarded, walking away, never looking behind.

For the times I shared with you,

When I thought we were truly in love.

You really tricked me into thinking you were from above.

I thought you were my saviour,

My perfect angel, sent to give me life and a pure soul,

But the only thing you gave to me was in my heart, a bottomless black hole.

That hole now grows bigger and I truly think that I’m dead,

This may sound like I’m over-reacting,

But that’s exactly how I feel when I’m crying, with all the tears that I have shed.

You listened to all my problems,

All my troubles and fears, I shared with you,

I told you everything about me, and all my hopes and dreams too.

I thought you were the one,

The one person I could tell all my secrets to,

But you ended up hurting me more than I could have ever dreamed of doing to you.

I would have never made you feel the pain,

Not even close to the amount, that you made me feel right now,

But you did it, without a care in the world, so come now, come take your bow.

Show this audience; show all of these people,

That you never really cared,

And you don’t regret anything you have done or anything you never shared.

Tell all of these people, that you can now walk away,

Without so much as a ‘bye’, not a care in the world or planet.

Or even a ‘sorry’, or a lie to cover yourself up like you did when we first met.

How can you let me go like that? You mustn’t have really cared.

How do you live with yourself every day? You still manage to stay true,

Why couldn’t you just love me like the way I loved you?

But I know that you never really,

Had any feelings for me.

You just used me as I was nothing, to just break me and let me be.

I hope you have a happy life,

With the girl that you are now with instead of me.

I hope she makes you happy and that you finally see.

I hope that you finally see,

All your mistakes and ways, and what you did to me,

So that you can treat people better than how you did when it came to me.

I will still love you, like I always have,

No matter what you have done to me in past or will do in the future,

Just remember that, my heart you have broken…

And for that reason alone, I will never forgive you.

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