Insecurities

I’m so tired
Crying, worrying, raging
All because of you

You ignore me
You confuse me
You make me feel different
To where I’m about to fall

You make me wish
It never happened
Knowing myself
I’ll never leave

I’m full of insecurities
Sprouting jealousy and hatred
Of others and most of all YOU

You never feel the way I do
It makes me wonder if you care
Or if you’re playing around
Whispering what I wish to hear
To ease my insecurities

But where does it end
When it starts all over again?