Destined To Be Broken Hearted

And I am, dying,
tearing myself apart.
I can’t believe this is happening to me,
When you’ve already my broke my heart.
I’m lost in my head, lost everywhere,
and I don’t know where to start.

These wounds won’t heal,
and you’re working me way too hard.
I’m frightened, and nervous,
I just seem to be jarred.

The parallels and seething lines,
drawn with blood in the sand,
hold me close, look at me
and always take my hand.

I’m punctured, I’m wounded
From somebody just like you,
God, I hope you make me laugh,
Unlike he used to do.

Just when I thought I found my escape,
someway for me to forget,
This Fate reminds me,
What using my heart will get.

My world of pain, it rushes back,
Like a storm no one controls,
I’m screaming inside, hurt pouring out,
I’m the decapitated head of dolls.

These tears in my eyes,
and this scar on my heart,
I’ve had it all before.
Please don’t say you are the same,
Cos I want to believe in you.

You’re my hope.
You’re the only chance I’ve got.
You’re my smile,
And you’re probably my last shot.