Suicide Notes To You

Dear love,

This will be the last letter I write

No more love drunk poems I'm afraid

For these love stained words

Could never scratch your heart

I always said I'd kill myself again and again

But you've heard this all before

But at least you should know them by heart

As "I love you" dripped from you lips

Tainted with the darkest intentions

I would collapse upon your bed

Only to reveal the most pure emotion

Which would be lost

Between your mattress and my heart

By my trust and your legs

I stood by the shadow of

An empty devotion of passion

With only a brief vibration of color

That still haunts my dreams at night

Which brings me to the matter at hand

This is my final farewell

Cut and refined with all the dramatics

Once you get this note

The trigger would have pulled

The paper will be sealed

And this will be the last

Suicide note

bled...

just...

for...

you...