She, the Friend I Treasure

By:Wee-hoo

The fear drives her away from the man she loves; the fear of being hurt is

chasing her in her dreams. Why can’t she see that love is something worthy

of all the pain? I can not say I know how she feels, I don’t. I’ve had the

same boyfriend for almost three years and she has tried to find happiness

with several until they all broke her heart in pieces and she shut

everyone out to keep her safe. She never wants to be hurt again, the only

one she lets in is me her very best friend. I try to tell her she needs a

man in her life; she rolls her eyes and tells me I’m right so I won’t

start a fight.

She does feel romance for a man I’ve seen it, but she won’t make a move

ever because he could say no. I have thought about calling him for her and

say what she feels but she would be angry with me and I don’t want that.

Anyone else I wouldn’t care, but this girl is the friend I always treasure

the most and the one I can’t leave alone to be sad all the time. Sure I’ve

made mistakes as well, remember the guy I made out with who called at five

in the morning? I can not believe what I was thinking, I’m so glad I came

to my senses before it was too late. I wish I could help her but I know

she won’t let me. She doesn’t trust a man anymore and says she never will.

I thought she found happiness with a guy here in town but it all fell

apart when her feelings died down. He still likes her a lot I am sure but

he wants to stay away from her now. Probably wants his feelings to drown

because I think he feels like a clown. I wish he didn’t because he is

sweet, he would have been perfect for her but I can’t decide how love

works. I don’t believe in God or something like that but if there really

is someone up there can’t you pour some love on her so she can be happy

forever again. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if she would

have met my boyfriend in stead of me. It might have been better for her,

but I love him with all my heart and I know that both she and he know

that.

I don’t know what more to write this is just my thoughts about her life. I

hope and pray to the lord that doesn’t exist that if she ever reads this

she won’t be pissed.