9/19/07 – Started this long ago; never finished. – Listenin' 2 Israel Kamakawiwo’ole - Over the Rainbow – Angsty & I don’t really lyk it.

Built up emotions make you cry

but I don’t really know why I’m cryin’.

These hidden feeling will make shout so emotionally.

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Pent up anger is cripplin’ me!

I wanna lash out at someone else.

But I won’t so as not to hurt them like myself.

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My sadness kills me slowly

and I’m full of never-ending sorrow.

Subconsciously it’s making me dull -inside and out.

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Built up emotions make you cry

but I don’t really know why I’m cryin’.

These hidden feeling will make shout so emotionally

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Though happiness I do feel.

It is not overwhelming.

Therefore it breaks and problematic thoughts resurface.

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At most, all I feel is pain.

It follows me like a haunting ghost.

I can’t stand the blood and loss in my horrible life.

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Built up emotions make you cry

but I don’t really know why I’m cryin’.

These hidden feeling will make shout so emotionally

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These feelings leave me drained.

They’re swelling my heart and it aches!

so I think it’s time to end my part in this on-going horrer show.

Author’s Note: I told you I really didn’t like this poem. I think it sucks and is way to angsty. It just screams, “PITY ME!” But I’m posting it anyway. I really don’t care if everyone else doesn’t like it also. And people I’ve been looking at my stats and I’d be very happy if you didn’t read and not review. Because it’s sad that my hits don’t match my reviews.

LOVE&HUGS,

-ELEMENT