Surrender
I waited and waited but not anymore
I can’t keep doing this
Stupid boy why can’t you see
Maybe I’m just trying to hard
I can’t do this, not anymore

Something’s telling me that I’m falling in
Sinking down too far to reach the surface
Too tired to go on anymore
I’m sorry (I surrender)

One-shot in the darkness, maybe, but
My body betrayed, I couldn’t breathe
Everything trapped deep inside of me
As anger swelled in my gut

(Holding it down, pushing it away,
Fight the tears, can’t turn away)

Something’s telling me that I’m falling in
Sinking down too far to reach the surface
Too tired to go on anymore
I’m sorry (I surrender)

Silent but all I want to do is scream
Scream at you, scream at me
Internal battles fight within my head
I’m just so confused and its starting to hurt
Its too much to take and you’re so oblivious

Something’s telling me that I’m falling in
Sinking down too far to reach the surface
Too tired to go on anymore
I’m sorry (I surrender)

(I can’t hold on any longer,
I surrender...)