wondering if it were all just fantasies..

wondering if you ever loved me true,

wondering if i could ever be the right one for you..

i looked back, i saw your eyes looking through mine,

but now it's just a part of a forgotten time..

without you by my side i will never be fine,

no sun in my sky will once again shine.

crazy thoughts run through my head,

why did you not love me instead?

why can't you seem to see who really loves you so?

must you get hurt before you let her go?

i know for sure that loving you will never be right,

but these feeling inside i can no longer fight.

i won've give up even if you're out of sight,

because only you could make my sun bright.

yes, i had you for just a moment,

but it seemed like forever,

i't seemed like it happened yesterday,

when you said that you'll leave me never..

i know that chasing you around won't change anything,

but just day dreaming about will change nothing.

if i have you, i have everything,

but right now, i have to hold onto something.

sooner or later she'll leave you alone,

but i will help you face life on your own,

i won't be hoping that you'll learn to love me someday,

coz i know you can't teach your heart to love in any way..

but if i ever find you knocking on my door,

i won't treat you the way you treated me before..

i'll accept you with open arms and not make you cry,

instead i'll mend your wings so you could once again fly..

i'll lend you my shoulder and wipe your tears dry,

i know you won't love me, but i'll still try..

yes i'll scream, yes i'll cry,

but that won't stop me from loving you 'till the day i die..