Tell me what you see when you look at me

You see a sad excuse of a person

Not worth living

A waste of matter

You see a mistake

That’s what you see

But your opinion and what you have to say

None of it matters to me

You mean nothing to me

You’re wrong in every way

In what you do, how you act and what you say

You never cared about me

Or my self worth at all

You made things worse for your sick enjoyment

And it’s gone on for too long

I’m sick of trying to stay alive

I shouldn’t have to try

And things are going to change

You can’t tell me what is good for my life

Or who I should be

You can’t put a number on me

Expect me to blend in with the crowd

I know who I am

I know who I want to be

And I will do what ever I believe I need to

It’s my life and I’ll lead it how I think I should