You don’t even realize how pathetic you are, do you? He’s so…everything and he isn’t even sneaking glances anymore and he won’t call so he’s obviously figured out you’re a WASHED UP LOSER who nobody cares about and who should just ((die)) cos nobody would even notice

You’re fat and ugly and stupid and boring and different and it’s all so PATHETIC that you even try to be someone he’d like, because it’s inevitable that he would ignore and dislike you and…

You don’t want p.i.t.y you want LOVE but guess what you freak You Can’t Have It(!) because you will NeVeR deserve anything more than this so just go to hell and leave us ALONE not like anybody likes you Maddi so take your fake southern belle ways and your ridiculous quirks and LEAVE, GIVE UP, GO AWAY, ((die))

((My self esteem is shot and dead))