Heart racing

Body shaking

And a smile

That I am faking

I’m losing my head

I’m losing control

My whole world is fallin’ apart

And it’s breaking my fragile heart

I’m in way to deep

To save myself

From this giant leap

I feel like I’m fallin into

A deep black hole

This life is now

Beyond my control

Home is a place

They say you always want to be

Well not for me

At the close of each school day

I’m ready to go

But almost wanna stay

Because I know

That if I go

There will be

A brand knew screaming fight

Like there is almost every night

I’m in way to deep

To save myself

From this giant leap

I feel like I’m fallin into

a deep black hole

This life is now

Beyond my control

School is never much better

Someone please help me get it together

To much work

To much stress

Oh look another failed test

I’m falling behind

I can’t keep up

I’m in way to deep

To save myself

From this giant leap

I feel like I’m fallin into

A deep black hole

This life is now

Beyond my control

They say

You can’t beat high school
without your friends

Or the people you hold so near and dear

Well for me

That’s kinda hard

When they believe the rumors

And pitch a fit

When I call

On what I see

So I’m opinionated

That’s what they say

Is wrong with me

I’m in way to deep

To save myself

From this giant leap

I feel like I’m fallin into

a deep black hole

This life is now

Beyond my control

Let’s not leave out my love life

That’s been nothing but crazy

His parents so rude and lazy

And controlling too

So sick of no

So sick of cant

So sick of it all

I’m in way to deep

To save myself

From this giant leap

I’ve fallin into

a deep black hole

This life is now

Beyond my control

I need help before this

Becomes a deeper hole