Just Wanna 1 or 2/05

Just wanna rip myself apart, and look into my past.
Just wanna look back, to c what I've missed.
Just wanna know how it became perfect.
Just wanna know how I deserve it?Chorus: Wanted to live a perfect life (who didn't?)
Wanted to live a fucked up life (I admit it)
Now I want to just forget it.
I'm grateful that I live it up.

Just wanna take a risk or two.
Just wanna join everyone's groups.
Just wanna make the best of it.
Just wanna be myself, fuck this shit.

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Just wanna gain something
Meaning I'll lose something.
Just wanna know how to make things happen.

They say I'll know when it comes time.
I'll know after it happens.
By that time, i won't even care.

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Now i just don't care.
I'd fly upside down in the air
For attention and acceptance.
I don't believe in rejection.