Pools of Anger and Despair

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In pools of anger I've spilt

Washing away the blood

The bleeding, the pain

Cooling it

Drowning in the boiling heat

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It cools

The heat chills to a liquid ice

Dulling the pain

The omnipresent pain

Numbing me

Drowning in the sickening apathy

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As I lay here

Staring overhead

Through the ire, the indifference

The pain was my constant

I begin to wonder if

We were meant to be

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But I cannot stand it

The constant ache

I don't end it slowly, crimson falling to the floor

I end it quietly

A few dozen pills

And hours later...