Tears From the Pen 10/ 06

Chorus: They say you can always tell
When a girl's been crying.
Whether it's literally,
In the heart or mind.

Must be complete bullshit,
Unless nobody cares
About my dark eyelashes,
Confusion dragging on my sleeve.

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All those lies that were fed to me
"At ten you should lose your virginity"
"Yes my daughter, I cleaned up
I will never go back to drugs."

Kids at school know nothing about me.
Half my friends proclaim their envy.
They want my smarts, looks, to be taken,
To be "chillaxed" and everything.

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I thought I was where I wanted to be,
Just cannot be real.
Past keeps creeping up on me.
Don't know what to feel, I just do.