Lost

im drowning, washed in salty waters, tumbled and roughed by the waves that crash
lost connection with everything around me
moving fast and slow at the same time
feeling as though i'm in the middle of a crowded street, everyone else is at hyper speed
i hear nothing, yet i hear static as it blasts in my ear
people are invading my mind, trying to here my thoughts opinions, wishing to change them
there are no boundries, privacy is non existant
exposed to the public, left for them to decide my fate
was I a good enough person?
did I do the required amount of homework?
did I try hard enough?
am I worth keeping?
questions, questions
am i good enough?
do i meet the standards?

will i ever?