people say its good to get things off your chest

but i really have to wonder what would be the best

ive been told to let things out

to say things that they know nothing about

people tell me its not good to hold it up inside

but what else can i do with no one to confide

emotions are everything and yet nothing at all

to be able to tell people, that will be my down fall

people tell me what my thoughts should be

but if they really understood , surly they would see

i hide behind a mask of smiles

and fake laughter that could go on for miles

people tell me its okay to cry

but all the while im wondering why

theres no point in trying to hide

its nothing but a beautiful suicide