“Go to Where You Can’t be Found”

Where am I? I wonder...
I am here, but I’m not
I try to find myself
Looking through the darkness

Am I here? I think so...
I try to see, but can’t
I find myself through glass
Watching an empty shell

Or, am I there? Perhaps...
I feel no pain, but do
I can hear with closed eyes
Calling to Heaven

xXx

Author’s Note:

Well, this is a bit confusing, isn’t it? To me this may be one of my better poems, but to others... Well, you may be thinking, W.T.F? But that’s all right. I’m actually quite curious as to what people think about this poem.