Don’t Believe

By: Kristie Martinez

Lying here in my bed

My eyes hurt so bad from the tears I shed

You’re going through my mind

And the words you said

The promise you made

That lie you breathed

How you said you cared

Those feelings weren’t actually there

It hurts but I believed you

I didn’t push, I waited

Today you told me you never will

You knew the entire time

But never said a word

Your conscious is kicking in now

Now you show that you actually care

It hurt when you told me

You fucking jerk

Sweet talk me all you want

Because one thing is for sure

I will never again believe

One word that comes out that mouth