Je t'aime, sans fin.

I didn't know where this was going.
I didn't know if it was right.
I didn't know if I loved him.
I didn't know what would happen that night.

I didn't know how we'd spend apart.
I didn't know that I would wish that we were together every night.
I didn't know how much he cared about me.
I didn't know we would almost never have a fight.

I didn't know what I was getting myself into.
I didn't know what I should say.
I didn't know if he was "for real."
I didn't know if he was worth it.

I didn't know so much could happen in two months.
I didn't know so much could happen in two days, two hours, two minutes!
I didn't know I'd never felt this way before.
I didn't know if I'd ever give in.

I didn't know if I should believe him.
I didn't know if "love" was real.
I didn't know how much I could love him.
I didn't know I'd want to tell him every second.

I didn't know if I should tell him I loved him.
I didn't know if it was the right thing to say.
I didn't know if I was taking things too fast.
I didn't know that when I did say it, it would feel so natural.

I didn't know people could really be meant for each other.
I didn't know if I should believe in "soul mates."
I didn't know if I was old enough to experience real love.
I didn't know whether I should admit it to him or not.

I didn't know if there was a guy worth spending two hours on the phone with.
I didn't know it was possible to watch the news and think it was the best thing in the world.
I didn't know I could watch a horror movie and smile the whole way through.
I didn't dream of doing those kinds of things.

I didn't know I'd ever feel so self-confident.
I didn't know anyone would ever notice me like he did.
I didn't know I'd find someone worth playing pool with.
I didn't know I'd win that game.

I didn't know I'd ever be such a conversationalist.
I didn't know I could write for an hour and still want to write more, but just be too tired to continue.
I didn't know I could talk for three hours and say nothing at all but never want the conversation to end.
I didn't know I'd ever be able to tell someone every detail of my life and not feel exposed or nervous about it.

I didn't know I'd ever write so much poetry over one person and feel completely happy about it.
I didn't know I'd be able to say "forever" and really mean it.
I didn't know I'd be his princess forever.
But now I know he'll be my angel until the end of eternity.

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