Blaming Myself

I am standing here, on the clouds of grey
Within these planks of hell
Caught amongst a shaggy well
I hung my soul
With my leather belt
I wish not to leave
My life in peace
So I could be with you
Where you were buried
I kill to live
But I can’t do so now
As I’ve come to realized
I live in a massive sin
I regret far too much
To forgive myself
While withering in the dark
As I succumbed myself
In a tighten murky jar
As a fallen star
Beamed into my eyes
I’ve led many to cry
And I was the reason
They suffer and die