1-24-04

How Do I Say Goodbye

How do I say goodbye

Without you questioning why

And having to try to explain

Through all the pain, and tears

While trying to cover up my fears

Of never being able to love again

After giving my all to you

Which I guess you never knew

Why I can't go on

Being with you and acting like nothing is wrong

While I feel so quilty

For helping you cheat on her

And putting her through

Which I swore never to go through and do

So how do I say goodbye

Without you questioning why

And having to look in those sad brown eyes

Which will surely have me remembering all those times

You wrung from me those pleasurable sighs

As I ran my hands through your short cropped hair

Black as night

And feeling your warmth

Which made everything feel so right

But remembering doesn't help me say goodbye

Without you questioning why

But anway I go, I know

That after this my hear will forever cry

But I have to let you go

So I will know

That if you come back me

That this was meant to be

Instead of wondering everytime you call

If you will want me

Or if I'm just somethign to help ease your ache

And keep your spare time from being dull